I had a dream that I was in my second grade classroom but in the dream, I was not a student, I was an assistant teacher. My second grade teacher was the teacher I was assisting and she was teaching a unique form of tarot reading. An analog clock was involved and when the clock hit an hour, we would base the tarot reading on that. We did a reading for each of the 3 kids that were in the classroom, and then the teacher asked me to run out and get another oracle deck from the "shop", I didn't really know what or where the "shop" was, but I went out anyways, without asking for any clarity. I made a left and there was what looked like a blend of home depot and a food court. There were a lot of people from my past there, some of whom I spoke to. I found the shop and noticed that each oracle deck was $1.05, so I went around asking people if I could borrow $2 and everyone kept denying me. I asked people I knew, I asked strangers, I felt like it was too late to go back to the classroom and ask the teacher for guidance or money.
This dream suggests a strong sense of responsibility and a desire to help and assist others. Being an assistant teacher reflects your willingness to support and guide others in their learning and growth. The unique form of tarot reading and the involvement of an analog clock may symbolize a need for structure and guidance in your own life.
The three kids in the classroom likely represent different aspects of yourself or different situations you are dealing with. The tarot readings could symbolize a search for insight and understanding regarding these aspects or situations.
Running out to get another oracle deck from the "shop" signifies your determination to find more resources or tools to aid in your personal growth or in assisting others. The blend of a home depot and food court represents the different choices and possibilities available to you in your search for these resources.
However, the struggle to borrow money from people you knew and strangers indicates a feeling of being unsupported or lacking the necessary resources in your waking life. It also suggests a fear of asking for help or guidance when you feel unsure or lost. This can be a reflection of a deeper issue of self-reliance or a fear of judgment.
Overall, this dream may be encouraging you to be more confident in seeking guidance and support when needed and to explore different resources or tools that can assist you in your own personal growth and in helping others. It may also serve as a reminder to trust your instincts and not be afraid to ask for help when necessary.